So much has happened that's too much to put down. But I'm torn between heart and mind, and no matter how hard I try, I can't think of which one to choose. Sender's hurt me before, so should I take him back?

For the first time in my life, I can't describe or put down in words how I feel. I don't get told that my poetry is beutiful, but yet Senderathu said that. Even if he was just saying that because he's my boyfriend, he still said it, and that's what matters. Nothing's been able to put me down since, because I'm happy, for some odd reason, so happy that I can't describe it.